LIES

How i miss my old life. The moment where i dont have to face any lies any arrogance any act. To many faces to see to many lies i have to face. Honestly said i dont even like my lifestyle now. Can i go back there.? How i wish i can but i cant. 

But i have to realize i have to wake up from my dream and stand still on my own feet. I have to do it even it is really hard for me. 

 But deep down in my heart im not strong enough to face it anymore. I feel so fatigue. I got no strength anymore. Why people being so cruel to me ? 

Sometimes i look up to the window and stare to the sky. I wish i can dissapear for a second from this world. 

LIES ???????!!!!!!!!!! 

Why it must exist ?? 

Oh ALLAH if this my faith for me im begging yo to give me strength to face this.